| Location | Johnston, Ri |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 14/04/2009 |
| Date of Death | 14/04/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,150 since 28/04/2009 |
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My Story of my pregnancy with my son Benjamin.
This pregnancy was different than my first. I felt like my son wasnt growing properly, and i was high risk due to hypertension. I expressed my concerns to my doctor and without further testing she said "Every pregnancy is different" I told her he moved alot more than my first son, she said "movement is good". At 32 weeks i requested an ultrasound because I looked like I was 25 weeks pregnant. Her response was always next week we will do one. She said his growth was fine. By 34 weeks she finally made an appointment for an ultrasound in 1 week. Two days later my blood pressure shot up and went in the office to have it checked, I lost 2 lbs and she didnt even check the baby's heartbeat. I didnt realize it then but i do now that she should have, maybe he was in distress. Well the ultrasound never came it was too late. On April 14,2009 at 35 weeks my son Benjamin was born asleep. He was beautiful, he was very small born at 3 lbs 15 ounces. Autopsy results shows that Benjamin had a growth problem, which was caused by placenta insufficiency which was caused by Hypertension.To put it simply he could have survived if it was diagnosed that he had a growth problem and should have been taken early. Its horrible to think that doctors pay little attention to their patients, and couldve prevented the loss of Benjamins life had they took the time to listen, and do further testing.The worst part of this is after getting my records it showed on my 19 week ultrasound that Benjamin had a problem with his growth. One mistake cost the life of my baby.
xxxBenjamin I will seek justice for you, Doctors should listen to there patients, and every life matters, no matter how small. Even though i cant bring you back I will make sure she doesnt send any other babies to heaven. love mommyxxx
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ββββββββNot Forgotten
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ββββββββSomeone Who Is In
ββββββββHeaven's Garden.x
BENJAMIN EDWARD ROBERT
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY SECOND BORN
WITHOUT YOU BABY BOY MY HEART IS TORN
YOU WERE CREATED OUT OF LOVE
A BLESSING SENT FROM UP ABOVE
I LOVED YOU FROM THE START
YOUR LITTLE FOOTPRINTS TOUCHED MY HEART
I WISH YOU COULD HAVE STAYED LONGER WITH ME
ID WATCH YOU GROW INTO ALL YOU COULD BE
EVEN THOUGH I HELD YOU FOR A SHORT TIME
YOU ARE MY BABY BOY FOR MY LIFETIME
YOUR TINY FINGERS, AND TINY TOES
YOUR LIPS, AND THAT PERFECT LITTLE NOSE
I FELT YOU MOVE, I KNOW YOU WERE STRONG
I AM SO SORRY THAT SOMETHING WENT WRONG
YOUR LIFE ENDED, BEFORE IT BEGAN
BUT GOD TOOK YOU TO YOUR NEW HOME IN HEAVEN
ILL HOLD YOU AGAIN, IN HEAVEN SOMEDAY
WHEN MY TRIALS ON EARTH PASS AWAY
TILL THE TIME WHEN WE MEET AGAIN
MOMMY LOVES YOU BENJAMIN
Missing you my Angel
I thought of you with love today,
but that is nothing new.
I thought about you yesterday,
and days before that too.
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name.
Your memory is our keepsake,
with which we will never part.
God has you in His keeping,
I have you in my heart.
A million times I've wanted you.
A million times I/ve cried.
If love could only have saved you,
you never would have died.
It broke my heart to lose you.
But you didn`t go alone.
For a part of me went with you...
the day God called you Home.
HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY SWEET ANGEL BENJAMIN
I love you my sweet little Angel Benjamin with all my heart and will never forget you. It's a special day in Heaven the Angels sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN, Heaven's children paint the sky HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN. Your birthday cake holds two candles they burn with Heaven's light HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN reflected in the stars at night, a yellow balloon dances Heaven's gold upon a string HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN, I know Grandpa and Uncle Mike are with you celebrating your special day and giving you lots of kisses and hugs, Nana loves and misses you with all her heart happy birthday my sweet little Angel. Heaven holds a promise one day together we will celebrate.........Love Nana oxoxoxoxoxo
Happy Birthday Benjamin
Happy Birthday Benjamin
If there are roses in heaven
Lord please pick a bunch for me,
Place them in my son's arms
And tell him they are from me.
Tell him I love him and I miss him,
And when he turns to smile,
Place a kiss upon his cheek.
And hold him for awhile.
A birthday spent in Heaven,
means he'll spend it with The Lord
Happy Birthday My Darling,
In Heaven Up Above, And Until I See You,
I'll Send Up All My Love
Happy 2nd Birthday Benjamin I love you with all my heart
love mommy
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Benjamin
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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BIG HUGS BENJAMIN
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β±β°β° Angel Day β±β°β°
β±β°β° Your Angel Day in Heaven β±β°β°
β±β°β° Many tears will fall for you β±β°β°
β±β°β° You touched so many loving hearts β±β°β°
β±β°β° There’s so many missing you β±β°β°
β±β°β° As you now live in paradise β±β°β°
β±β°β° Its Heaven up above stay β±β°β°
β±β°β° Close to all your loved β±β°β°
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β±β°β° Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care β±β°β°
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Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Nana's precious Benjamin
Your birthday was a very difficult day for me. It’s been a very difficult year I remember everything as if it were yesterday it is a sorrow that cuts to the core of one's being. An upwelling of suffering that brings frustration, helplessness, guilt and anger. As a grandparent it's a double-edge grief. Liz I love you with all my heart. I wish I could take away your pain.
Nana's precious little Angel,
Happy birthday sweetheart my heart is filled with so much love for you. I am hugging you right now my precious angel grand baby, I miss you so much everyday and it seems unbearable sometimes. I will never forget you, I held you in my arms and rocked you in that chair you looked like mommy and your big brother, both a part of each in you, I wanted to stay with you and look at you as long as I could because I knew it would be the last time. I will cherish that moment forever in my heart. God decided you were too precious to stay on this earth and decided to keep you in his loving arms. We all love you so much and our lives will never be the same. Your big brother misses you so much, he talks about you all the time we will never forever you our precious baby Benjamin. You taught me a love of a spiritual and unseen kind. Now I sit here quietly with you I hope you liked the butterfly.
I love you Benjamin with all my heart,
Love Nana oxoxox
For my Son
Daddy misses you very much and cant put into words the things that are in my head but the thing that matters the most is that I love you very much and will always have a special place for you in my heart. This day last year was the saddest day in my life and I wish that you were here now so we could celebrate your birthday instead of the anniversary of your acceptance into heaven.You may not be here with us now but you will always be in our hearts and prayers.
We all have missed you very much since our parting and will never be able to fill the void that has been placed in our lives by not having you here with us. But we will keep thinking about you everyday and you will never be forgotten. My heart has been broken by not being able to celebrate the milestones of your life with you. I hope that you always know that your family loves and misses you very much and to never forget you have a very special place in all of our hearts that can never be taken away.
Love Always and Forever,
DADDY
To My Angel On Your Birthday
Benjamin today is a hard day for mommy
Its hard to say, but Happy Birthday baby I love you very much. Today is your first birthday, people say its your anniversary, but for me today is bitter sweet, it is your birthday the day you were born to heaven.
Today recognizes the first and last time i ever held you in my arms, and held your tiny hands, I remembered today how you looked exactly, perfect. You looked so much like your big brother, and you looked alot like mommy. As hard as it is i wouldnt give up that moment with you, even if it means living with this pain forever.
The lessons that you taught me in Iife by being born 1 year ago today will live with me forever. There will always be a special place for you in my heart, that only you have. I think about you everyday, but today is your special day, and when i cry its because you are missed and loved very much.
I wish i could have spent your birthday with you, but god had other plans that even though we dont understand them now someday we will. I know there is a heaven and your great grandpa is making sure your are taken care of on your birthday.You are loved Benjamin, and missed by so many people,but I know because of you heaven must be beautiful, expecially on your special day. I love you baby boy Happy birthday
Love mommy
xoxoxo
Nana loves you with all her heart
How can….
How can you say goodbye, before you could say hello.
How can you lay him down to sleep, before he could even play.
How can you kiss closed eyes in sleep before they saw the light of day.
How can he lay so silently before he could even cry.
How can his limbs be so still and never know how to run and skip.
How can so many dreams be lost.
How can so many tears be cried.
How can a heart break into so many tiny pieces.
How can such a tiny person make such a huge hole.
How can anything ever be the same.
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